Update time.
In the last two weeks I have noticed two things about myself.
one. I am certain when I have nothing to do but live a routine life
I am most comfortable with myself, where I see myself going
who I am and what I want.
For the last 5-6 months I've lived like that, bored.
I'm more ambitious in that state. Comfortable.
For the last two weeks I've stepped back into life,
doing so I've realised how unpredictable life can be.
I've started to flirt with idea's of what could be,
what it would be like if I don't stick to my plan.
Does that make me less ambitious?
Are the wonderful day dream's gone?
No. I'm just more aware of my options now,
choice will play a big role in the coming future.
two. I've been told this numerous times for the last 5 years now
but the last time I had evidence of it I was more immature.
I really do 'put all of my eggs in one basket'
Lately I've experienced more than one close friendship,
it honestly scares me, I'm definitely not comfortable with this.
I just feel that I can only be stable in one intense friendship.
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