I wish that you would just leave.

I'm so bored and time is going so slow. Fucking Sucks.

I feel bad mentally, when I'm not distracted it's despair.

I can't wait until the 21st, Time will speed up around the 19th.

There's a hazy future in my head right now, hard to see.

Every time I've slept lately, or slept alone, I've had nightmares.

Something's going on. I know I haven't been on med's but it's

been like that for a while now and I've had no outstanding

'triggers' to feel or think like this. I shouldn't search the answer.

Will cut today. Seeing Maria tomorrow night but it's too far away.

and if you look at your reflection,

is it all you want it to be?