Longgggggg update.

Christmas was nice, it was different from every other year.

I got clothes, CD'S, perfume, an Amsterdam guide book,

Stina got me a teddy that looks like the Gavle Goat. I love it.

I had a really nice start to this year. Only one reason why.

The weather has been really annoying since the year hit,

raining all the time with really humid weather. The floors

inside the house have even been damp. Id rather heat.

I got a new laptop, HP (: I love it. For now haha.

Everything has happened so fast, it's unbelievable, literally.

I was unable to believe we were going to meet. Now dating.

I loved you then, I love you now, I will love you. Forever.

but I can't help but doubt and be cynical.

What do I want from 2011? I want a future, I want privacy.

Mental stability. Please head, don't fuck with me too much.

I want to feel confident to live without mum by October.

It's almost a month until Ebonni is here. If all goes well.

I can't wait to hug and kiss and dress her. Little babeh :D

I'm so excited to live away from home. Independence.

To be with Stina all the time. I want to learn to cook.

Well now my head is almost empty so I'll leave it at that.

:) (: